A Sunday as usual, i do make an effort to stay home.
But i always end up quarreling with dad, and cause unhappiness to my mum. And today wasn't exception.
I don't spend as much time with them anymore. I used make an effort, but i stopped now.
and i really love my mum a lot, but i always end up lying to her because i know she wouldn't allow me to do so if i were to be honest with her. She tries to give me everything i want with that small amount of money earned within a month. Yet, I'm such a bad daughter. I'm not willing to quit the stuffs that she doesn't like me to do.
Le sigh...........
And...
i really miss talking to you. because i guess, you're the only one that listen to me instead of just hearing me speak.
No one else can really understand me the way you did.
Right now, i just feel like a replacement. And that's the last thing i wanna be.
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