Love is the hardest habit to break, and the most difficult to satisfy
Monday, 28 December 2009
Its ironic that we still love despite all the pain we felt. - quoted from "just one smile" Maybe that’s just the true meaning of love..
yes, i kept asking myself, what is this feeling? what.... I can't find the correct word to describe it. I'm so disappointed. I'm trapped, i'm not moving forward. I refuse to do something to it. My mind tells me to stop. But my heart wouldn't let. I'm seriously such a fool. I hate this kind of me. I feel so weak, as though i can't live without you. I just can't put everything to a stop, because i rather feel the pain than to have it without you here. Because the only thing that can make me happy is you. Just you. If you were to go, my life will be nothing already.
alright above are just some crap. i think i going to delete it sooner or later. well. i managed to upload some mushroom pot pictures after a million years. those i really like ones. yeah. here you go (:
I like this freaking weird photo~~~~~~ by chrystal!
give yourself a smile. you are everything to somebody, but also nothing to somebody elses. truth hurts.
went to work today, great! pinhui and peifen made my day. Lunch was delicious! bought pinhui a christmas present, she was so shy. haha! hope i can work with pinhui more often :)
yesterday i went geylang for dinner, omg its super awesome! ok that's all. i cant remember what i did too! i'm going gym tmr. gym! yes gym..............
Watch this! Xiao Gui is freaking drunk and damn funny when he still continues the interview by the press! He looks omgxzzzzzzzz seriously!
everyone looks happy on Christmas. this year i totally didn't have the Christmas mood, even though i wrap presents almost everyday for customers with pretty Christmas wrappers. this is sad. but i still celebrated christmas with my boyfriend! :D
work tmr with PinHui and PeiFen. Work with Pinhui=awesome! awesome awesome~~ She's so cool seriously. bye!
Cool, I spent my time just thinking thinking thinking bout you Every single day yes, I'm really missing missing you And all those things we use to use to use to do.
Can you meet me half way Right at the boarderline That's where I'm gonna wait, for you I'll be looking out, night and day Took my heart to the limit, and this is where I'll stay I can't go any further than this I want you so bad it's my only wish..
The easiest way to lose something is to want it too much.
Wednesday, 23 December 2009
pictures are taken few weeks ago when i bought coco to a doggy's party :)
anyway, my supervisor canceled all my work schedule on Monday, asking me to come back on work only on 31st Dec, giving me 10 days leave. i was like wth............... then then today she smsed me to ask me get back work. freaking pissed off. kept changing my schedule! well so get back work tmr~
anyway i caught Bodyguard and Assassins on Monday with Junjie and Wenjie. Nice movie! I always thought heroes survive, but the ending was exception, they all died. Kinda sad, but worth to watch, i don't mind watching it again, its awesome.
meet Chrystal for lunch today at ikea. she treat me a lot things! thank you! Saw Miss Koh and Miss Loo, and i scared them! Miss Koh seriously freaked out by me (chrystal's stupid idea) Hahaha! ikea cashier damn GL! Anderson came find us afterwards. blah blah blah and home sweet home!
Everything breaks. Some things just hurt more than others.
Saturday, 19 December 2009
Guess what?!!! --------------------------------
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i bought baby coco a corset dress! it looks so good on her :))))))))))))))
back to life, as usual working like mad woman! zzzzz met Chrystal and co. for dinner yesterday! and watch kids having tawkendo class. and caught 3D movie avatar today. my first 3D movie ever~ Haha, MOUNTAIN TORTOISE! i don't know why,but i felt giddy throughout the film. so i went toilet to sit on toiletbowl and smell 'nice' air. Laugh out Loud! Duh, only for like 10 minutes only, not so stupid to waste my 13 bucks. anyway, i survive the movie!
ok, last but not least, boyfriend wants me to blog this: I've got a lecture today from my boyfriend for not behaving myself ):
Be with someone who knows what they have when they have you.
Wednesday, 16 December 2009
Life sucks seriously. Had been working for days standing10 hours per day. That includes rushing through your every meals. sucky I already can't stand it already! Of course there is also 'angels' and 'devils' in workplace! Thought of quitting several times. Hence, Thanks for Chrystal and Robin's advices to keep me going =) of course my supportive mum too! shall see how for the time being :)
Boyf have to wait for me finish work every night ard 10, which is kinda late cos he works at 7am next day. hence it also has been hard for him! love u so much! :)
today get to leave early for work, feeling uneasy and restless so asked to leave early. went to bf house, feeling is like sitting on a roller coaster. when wenjie told me their parents are back, they threw all my things in my bag and we run like mad. haha super thrilling and hilarious!
When I tell you I love you, I don’t say it out of habit or to start a conversation. I say it to remind you that you’re the best thing that has ever happened to me.
anyway, happy 16th birthday 10 years friend Daniel!
Psychologists say you judge a person in the first 15 seconds you meet them.
Wednesday, 9 December 2009
Caught new moon today at ehub with boyf! then had just acia for lunch. saw Steven & gang. crapped and ate with them and saw ahem picture on his phone. so sweeet~ after which went to find WenJie with boyf. played at fitness corner, crapped and had bubble tea. took so ugly photos with him ( ulgy=me ) those photos have motives though. cruel us! anyway, to Wenjie : hope those photos will help you :)
happy fifteen months,which is 1year3months :D catching New moon tomorrow with him. wondering will there be Carlisle Cullen?( edward's dad) i like him!!! hmm...
started work already. pathetic, very tiring okay! the no life spirit of me is coming back. Whenever i start to work, i find it super NO LIFE. si bei jialat one :/ cos i'll miss my friends like a mad shitxzxzxzxzzzx sighhhh..... anyone can come find me when i'm working?
btw, i had mushroom pot steamboat with my WONDEFUL friends on sunday! eat till you die! i enjoyed myself. WONDERFUL! will upload pictures soon.
I don't want to go to bed, Cause I won’t fall asleep easily.
Friday, 4 December 2009
Heart matters Boy: What should i do? Girl: Follow your heart. Boy: What do you think my heart says? Girl: I don't know... I'm not your heart. Boy: Well, you're most of it.
I'm forcing JunJie to buy me pillow, cos' my pillow seriously SUCKS. And since he's working now,and i'm Jobless! and i SUCCEEDED after several day of brain washing him ! he's so gonna buy me a PILLOW! You rocks!
Going to upload chrystal's bday pictures and pictures at aston SOON! :D
going for artbox training tmr, hope i can be recruited. or should i say, i hope Ben&Jerry can recruit me? hmmmmmm...........................
Love is the hardest habit to break, and the most difficult to satisfy
Monday, 28 December 2009
Its ironic that we still love despite all the pain we felt. - quoted from "just one smile" Maybe that’s just the true meaning of love..
yes, i kept asking myself, what is this feeling? what.... I can't find the correct word to describe it. I'm so disappointed. I'm trapped, i'm not moving forward. I refuse to do something to it. My mind tells me to stop. But my heart wouldn't let. I'm seriously such a fool. I hate this kind of me. I feel so weak, as though i can't live without you. I just can't put everything to a stop, because i rather feel the pain than to have it without you here. Because the only thing that can make me happy is you. Just you. If you were to go, my life will be nothing already.
alright above are just some crap. i think i going to delete it sooner or later. well. i managed to upload some mushroom pot pictures after a million years. those i really like ones. yeah. here you go (:
I like this freaking weird photo~~~~~~ by chrystal!
give yourself a smile. you are everything to somebody, but also nothing to somebody elses. truth hurts.
went to work today, great! pinhui and peifen made my day. Lunch was delicious! bought pinhui a christmas present, she was so shy. haha! hope i can work with pinhui more often :)
yesterday i went geylang for dinner, omg its super awesome! ok that's all. i cant remember what i did too! i'm going gym tmr. gym! yes gym..............
Watch this! Xiao Gui is freaking drunk and damn funny when he still continues the interview by the press! He looks omgxzzzzzzzz seriously!
everyone looks happy on Christmas. this year i totally didn't have the Christmas mood, even though i wrap presents almost everyday for customers with pretty Christmas wrappers. this is sad. but i still celebrated christmas with my boyfriend! :D
work tmr with PinHui and PeiFen. Work with Pinhui=awesome! awesome awesome~~ She's so cool seriously. bye!
Cool, I spent my time just thinking thinking thinking bout you Every single day yes, I'm really missing missing you And all those things we use to use to use to do.
Can you meet me half way Right at the boarderline That's where I'm gonna wait, for you I'll be looking out, night and day Took my heart to the limit, and this is where I'll stay I can't go any further than this I want you so bad it's my only wish..
The easiest way to lose something is to want it too much.
Wednesday, 23 December 2009
pictures are taken few weeks ago when i bought coco to a doggy's party :)
anyway, my supervisor canceled all my work schedule on Monday, asking me to come back on work only on 31st Dec, giving me 10 days leave. i was like wth............... then then today she smsed me to ask me get back work. freaking pissed off. kept changing my schedule! well so get back work tmr~
anyway i caught Bodyguard and Assassins on Monday with Junjie and Wenjie. Nice movie! I always thought heroes survive, but the ending was exception, they all died. Kinda sad, but worth to watch, i don't mind watching it again, its awesome.
meet Chrystal for lunch today at ikea. she treat me a lot things! thank you! Saw Miss Koh and Miss Loo, and i scared them! Miss Koh seriously freaked out by me (chrystal's stupid idea) Hahaha! ikea cashier damn GL! Anderson came find us afterwards. blah blah blah and home sweet home!
Everything breaks. Some things just hurt more than others.
Saturday, 19 December 2009
Guess what?!!! --------------------------------
--------------------------------------------
----------------------------------------------
i bought baby coco a corset dress! it looks so good on her :))))))))))))))
back to life, as usual working like mad woman! zzzzz met Chrystal and co. for dinner yesterday! and watch kids having tawkendo class. and caught 3D movie avatar today. my first 3D movie ever~ Haha, MOUNTAIN TORTOISE! i don't know why,but i felt giddy throughout the film. so i went toilet to sit on toiletbowl and smell 'nice' air. Laugh out Loud! Duh, only for like 10 minutes only, not so stupid to waste my 13 bucks. anyway, i survive the movie!
ok, last but not least, boyfriend wants me to blog this: I've got a lecture today from my boyfriend for not behaving myself ):
Be with someone who knows what they have when they have you.
Wednesday, 16 December 2009
Life sucks seriously. Had been working for days standing10 hours per day. That includes rushing through your every meals. sucky I already can't stand it already! Of course there is also 'angels' and 'devils' in workplace! Thought of quitting several times. Hence, Thanks for Chrystal and Robin's advices to keep me going =) of course my supportive mum too! shall see how for the time being :)
Boyf have to wait for me finish work every night ard 10, which is kinda late cos he works at 7am next day. hence it also has been hard for him! love u so much! :)
today get to leave early for work, feeling uneasy and restless so asked to leave early. went to bf house, feeling is like sitting on a roller coaster. when wenjie told me their parents are back, they threw all my things in my bag and we run like mad. haha super thrilling and hilarious!
When I tell you I love you, I don’t say it out of habit or to start a conversation. I say it to remind you that you’re the best thing that has ever happened to me.
anyway, happy 16th birthday 10 years friend Daniel!
Psychologists say you judge a person in the first 15 seconds you meet them.
Wednesday, 9 December 2009
Caught new moon today at ehub with boyf! then had just acia for lunch. saw Steven & gang. crapped and ate with them and saw ahem picture on his phone. so sweeet~ after which went to find WenJie with boyf. played at fitness corner, crapped and had bubble tea. took so ugly photos with him ( ulgy=me ) those photos have motives though. cruel us! anyway, to Wenjie : hope those photos will help you :)
happy fifteen months,which is 1year3months :D catching New moon tomorrow with him. wondering will there be Carlisle Cullen?( edward's dad) i like him!!! hmm...
started work already. pathetic, very tiring okay! the no life spirit of me is coming back. Whenever i start to work, i find it super NO LIFE. si bei jialat one :/ cos i'll miss my friends like a mad shitxzxzxzxzzzx sighhhh..... anyone can come find me when i'm working?
btw, i had mushroom pot steamboat with my WONDEFUL friends on sunday! eat till you die! i enjoyed myself. WONDERFUL! will upload pictures soon.
I don't want to go to bed, Cause I won’t fall asleep easily.
Friday, 4 December 2009
Heart matters Boy: What should i do? Girl: Follow your heart. Boy: What do you think my heart says? Girl: I don't know... I'm not your heart. Boy: Well, you're most of it.
I'm forcing JunJie to buy me pillow, cos' my pillow seriously SUCKS. And since he's working now,and i'm Jobless! and i SUCCEEDED after several day of brain washing him ! he's so gonna buy me a PILLOW! You rocks!
Going to upload chrystal's bday pictures and pictures at aston SOON! :D
going for artbox training tmr, hope i can be recruited. or should i say, i hope Ben&Jerry can recruit me? hmmmmmm...........................
Joanne
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