do what you like, like what you do.

" you say you love the rain, but you open your umbrella. 

you say you love the sun, but you find a shadow spot. 

you say you love the wind, but you close your windows.

that is why i am afraid you say that you love me too. "

Chasing summer

Who gonna be there for me?

Who gonna talk to me everyday?

Who gonna care for me?

Who gonna give me good morning/night messages?

Who gonna hug me back even tighter than i do?

Who gonna accept me for who i am?

Who gonna spend their time with me?

Who gonna bring me to picnic?

Who gonna leave with me for a short getaway?

Who gonna share the same passion with me?

Who gonna bring me for a photography trip?

Who gonna spend weekends with me?

Who gonna watch romance movie with me?

Who gonna lend me their shoulders when i need them?

Who gonna bake with me?

Who gonna give kisses on forehead?

Who gonna make me smile?

Who gonna bring me back my happiest days?

Who gonna love me more than i do?

How do I get better, once I've had the best?

He kissed my lips, and I taste your mouth. He pulled me in, I was disgusted with myself.

Cause when I'm with him,I am thinking of you.

What you would do if you were the one who was spending the night?

I wish that I was looking into your eyes.

 

 

 

I find pieces of myself everywhere, and I cut myself handling them.

 

Someone please knock some sense to me. Is that the basic respect you can give to a girl? 

I don't think i deserve this at all.

i'm so sick of you.

Now and then I think of when we were together, like when you said you felt so happy you could die.

Told myself that you were right for me but felt so lonely in your company.

But that was love and it's an ache I still remember.

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness like resignation to the end. Always the end.

So when we found that we could not make sense,well you said that we would still be friends.

But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over

But you didn't have to cut me of, make out like it never happened.

And that we were nothing. And I don't even need your love.

But you treat me like a stranger. And that feels so rough.

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over.
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done. And I don't wanna live that way,
 reading into every word you say. You said that you could let it go.
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know.

-Somebody That I Used To Know

I’m so afraid of losing something I love that I refuse to love anything.

Went sun tanning with bimbo girlfriend on a friday afternoon, and we ate alot!

Mac, Hot pot, xlb, old chang kee and gong cha etc :D

And the girls got their bb housing changed! :D

Most probably, i will just stop here :)

 xoxo

" When you're around someone so much for so long, they became a part of you, 
and when they go away, you don't know who you are without them."

you're a victim of your own mind.

A Sunday as usual, i do make an effort to stay home. 

But i always end up quarreling with dad, and cause unhappiness to my mum. And today wasn't exception.

I don't spend as much time with them anymore. I used make an effort, but i stopped now. 

and i really love my mum a lot, but i always end up lying to her because i know she wouldn't allow me to do so if i were to be honest with her. She tries to give me everything i want with that small amount of money earned within a month. Yet, I'm such a bad daughter. I'm not willing to quit the stuffs that she doesn't like me to do.

Le sigh...........

And... 

i really miss talking to you. because i guess, you're the only one that listen to me instead of just hearing me speak.

No one else can really understand me the way you did.

Right now, i just feel like a replacement. And that's the last thing i wanna be.

English Breakfast ♥

Beautiful Breakfast @ Wild Honey.

Food for the soul.

♥

Though its a bit costly for me, but its super awesome. You guys should try it out too :D

Mushroom Pot Buffet @ Kallang

 Love you girls. ♥♥♥

 

I don't know it is just my nature sensitiveness to feel this or ....

but right now i really can't think of other reason for this cold treatment.

 I kept so much of my own secrets to myself, sometimes i think i'm going crazy.

I'm really going crazy. 

 

all these crazy shits we did tonight, gotta be the best memories.

Partied hard and everyone were pretty much intoxicated.

Felt that these are the moments that i lived for.

Year 2.2 in temasek poly ended. Just in a blink of eye again.

Worked hard, and so no regrets. Gonna start internship next month. :(

 

Anyway just gonna update about my life and pictures!!!!!!!

 

Jan 13th- KrisOwx 19th Birthday ♥♥♥♥

 Close enough PANDAN CAKE!!!!!!!

Made by awesome Aikhow Chrystal Roysius Weixiang (Y)

 

Chinese new year'12♥♥♥♥

 

Love you guys.

xoxo