Joanne

I died a little that night.

. I hate how ungrateful human beings are. Not saying I'm not one. I am too in any possible ways. 

But people judge because of one mistake you did at that moment. They forgot all the little things you did for them.

And they get mad over you just because of one mistake or one misunderstanding. How silly.

They say such hurtful words, they never know it can bring someone down so much.

I could still feel the ache over and over again. When you try to sleep, it haunt you over and over again. Trying to figure out what i mean to others, and how someone could let them self do this to you without thinking about your feelings.

Just then i realised, someone might mean a lot to you, but you might not mean a little fair bit to them.

Like how you always be there for someone when they felt hopeless, but you couldn't find them when you need them.

I just wanna say, you all mean the whole universe to me besides my family.

I felt genuinely happy when I'm with you all. Its just amazing how all of us end up together because some of us only know each other after we graduate. I treasure you all with everything i could, and you guys are always my priority.
Because all i know is you guys gave me my happiest day when I'm at my lowest. 

I wish we could go back those Friday nights we used to spend together without any absence of anyone.

I miss how we always make time for each other, spending weekends at each other crib creating epic memories. How i wish. 

But i know it couldn't always stay this way forever.

Everyone has their own future path to take.

Somehow we are leaving each other one by one. 

& That's the last thing i wanna see.