Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forward.

YIPEEEEE TO APRIL (^^)

I read through the blog that i used to keep during my secondary school. And i'm pretty amazed. Like how i can type and blog about little details like going to school, what happen in chemistry, physics, maths, english lessons and etc. Every little small details. 

Life was so much happier and easier back then :') 

In the past, i used to be very concern if anyone reads my blog, popularity of the blog etc. So i always place my personal blog link on friendster(?), facebook during secondary school times. I even have stats placed on my web to check how many visits i've everyday.

Isn't that stupid? Things changed so much. I no longer want anyone to read this space. I keep it so close to myself, and I'm so afraid to revealed this page. And i don't know the reason why either. I just wanna blog for myself.

I am really thankful for people who still read my space, and its you. 

Because i really know who still read my blog :')

The thought of you guys still made an effort to read my posts really makes me feel happy.

Anyway, senior year in temasek poly gonna start in a week time. Will be doing a 4 month internship with people's association. There's nothing i wanna focus besides this internship for the next 6 months. Its the only chance left to catch up with my horrible grades. 

I really wanna thanks Amelia for all your efforts and accepting me, in additional allowing me to change.

I know how horrible my attitude was towards studies when i was in year 1. I never bothered to do anything to help myself. I just let myself crashed, unwillingly to pick myself up over a meaningless breakup. Show zero interest with school and cry myself to sleep every night. But you still accept me in your team every now and then, allowing me to change. And gradually i see my grades improving :) 

Therefore,You're the biggest part of the reason why i wanna do well this time.

You're a good team mate but I'm still not the best, however you still choose to do your internship and major project with me when you can choose better team mates that will definitely allow you to do even better.

No words can really express my gratitude but well, you really mean a lot to me. :)

I just don't wanna disappoint anyone who loves me. Those who really care.

"you're not going to bring me down anymore"