heart matters.

-Step Up 3D

i didn't came this far to give up.

Bored like an apple.

I hope there will be someone there for me whenever i'm bored. 

I get bored so easily.

But i don't expect anyone to be there for me when i need them.

you're right, we are so much on the surface only.

Happy Mothers' Day

Too much to say to you. A blog post is never enough to thank and tell you how much i love you, mummy!♥

Just wanna sorry for the times i disappoint you. 

You are my world.

The worst days are over, all this pain for all this while, is nothing compared to it.

There's this horrible part of my life that kept haunting me. The horrible 2 years. 

I was treated like crap. I go to sleep crying every night.

It still send me shivers down the spine whenever i thought of it, its so scary to think of it.

I wanna forget everything that happened for that two years. That is the worst part of my life. Really very horrible.

 You're the worst thing that happened to me

 I wanna delete my past away. I want it to start from 2011.

Because i found people whom deserve to be treasure. Although i may not be treasured back.

But they are worth the treasure.

Chrystal Sylvia Rachel Kris Lynette Joelin 

AikHow Ayton Anderson Charlton Daniel Nicholas Wei Xiang Colin Kelvin

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my darlings.

A hug is all you need.

Tuesday is Ikea meatball days! I meet Joelin for dinner at Ikea. Kelvin and Hwee Wen joined us too!

Very happy to see everyone, especially Joelin ong. :) ♥♥♥

 mother day this sunday!

Filled with so much hatred, such a tired game.

♥♥Its may already.♥♥

may everything goes on smoothly this month, especially my long await masquerade party.

i want my hair to be like that lehhhhh

Anyway, the start of my may was crap :( totally crap. 

I did nothing wrong, and i must admit that i do it. What the fuck is that, like seriously? 

I can't defend myself and i can't admit mistakes cause i didn't do it. Tell me what is this? 

Why must i be responsible for something which i didn't do. I don't get it. Why? 

You're an adult.Yet... this is the way you handle something? I am disappointed as well.

but still, im glad that i have sisters around me that trust me. all the trust mean a lot to me really :)

Been so long since we do that: Spam photos.

Tuesday.

An impromptu decision to skip lectures for Kris Ong and ended up in my house spamming pictures with my webcam. 

Baby girl came afterward and we head to have dinner together at my house opposite with Daniel as well. :)

I ♥ my girls

 The most epic 4 expressions:

 My pretty babygirl♥

 Cool. kids.

With Krissy ong♥

tried to wave kris ong hair using my iron curler :)

I lost my voice for the first time in my life. It was so terrible :( 

I want my voice back as soon as possible!

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew.