awesome holidays is awesome

Hi cheerios :) 

Holidays has past for almost a month. And i finally decided to update this little space! 

Intern had officially ended as well. It was a fruitful and tiring 4 months + however i learnt a lot and met awesome colleagues. I am thankful for everything :) Its the most pleasant experience one could ever get! 

ok pictures :)

Wanna specially thanks Amelia, Sheila, Charlotte, Brendon, Rizuan, Wilson and Eddy for making this internship extra fun and full of laughters. 

We had too much epic memories together  :D

Moving on.

Roysius 19th Birthday @ Waterfront  Copthorne Hotel

Had a crazy night and thanks Roysius for hosting :)

Holidays must do #1 : Wave House on Wednesday ( beacause there's 1 For 1 hahhaha)

Check out Elfi Surfing! 

Holiday #2: Farewell dinner for Lynette

Bimbo girlfriend left for london to persuade her studies. :'( All the best my dear. Gonna miss you so badly!!!

On the airport day itself:

 Holiday #3 : Partayyeeeeeee :)

Holiday #4: EAT ALL THE GOOD FOOD. GROW FATTER :>

Bake all the Macaroons :D!!!!!!!!!!! 

100% handmade! and take with my canon 600D!

Finally going overseas this holiday ^^ TO THE BANGKOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shall head to bed now.

sleep tight earthlings :)

I won't give you my heart, cos it don't break twice.

Don’t attach yourself to anyone who shows you the least bit of attention because you’re lonely.


 Loneliness is the human condition. Cultivate it. The way it tunnels into you allows your soul room to grow. Never expect to outgrow loneliness. Never hope to find people who will understand you, someone to fill that space. 

An intelligent, sensitive person is the exception, the very great exception.

 If you expect to find people who will understand you, you will grow murderous with disappointment. 

The best you’ll ever do is to understand yourself, know what it is that you want, and not let the cattle stand in your way"

 —Janet Fitch, White Oleande

I just want you to know that baby, you're the best.

I guess its time to make some updates again :) cheers. 

Finally partying with the A&F colleagues on a ladies night / National day eve. 

Anyway its my first ladies night ever since internship start which is like after 3.5 months. keke was excited!

 However it was quite screwed :( Damn packed night!

With pretty A&F Jap model Miho!

And my all time favorite Fiona & Lynette ♥

This explains why i start my intoxicated lifestyle again. Le sighhhh :(

Life and internship has been really stressful.

Went to explore some new places for all day breakfast @ upper thomson last sunday night with kris.

 Try Little Pancakes at :

200 Upper Thomson Road, #01-04, Thomson Imperial Court,

Yummy Little pancakes indeed !!! ;)

Baked some chocolate chips cookies on national day holiday.

Thanks Chrystal for the yummy cookies recipe. :)

Feel kinda sad that my 4 days holidays is going to end. And i'm going back to reality.

Life's been really really boring i must say. That i spend my weekend nights in club :(

But on a brighter note, 14 more days to go. Hang on. Just 14 more days. I can do it :)

Make the days count.

Honestly speaking, I've never felt so whole for such a long time. But this photography trip made me realised how much I'm lacking to persuade my dreams. I know nothing about my camera, despite the fact that it has been with me for almost 1 year. I didn't know it work such wonders till i see it with my own eye. During the 5 mins firework, i feel so whole :') Life is almost completed. Thanks JunHao and a random Caucasian who impart all their fireworks photography skills to me. Had a really meaningful weekend. 

I'm sorry that i barely had time to update this favorite place of mine. I have so much things to pen down here. But 24/7 is not enough. Its hard. But its gonna end soon. 5 more weeks to go. I can do it. 

And. I'm saving up for my second lens. :)

Some other shots taken on Saturday.

I CANNOT GIVE UP. 

: > 

All that I know is I don't know how to be something you miss

Same routine everyday. So busy that i need to catch a breathe. Work from weekdays to weekends. Only get to rest once a week.
Tired is just an understatement. 

There's only a thing i can never ever fully understand no matter how i try to figure it out.

How can someone who means so much to you, just decided to ignore you the very next day.

Stop talking to you. Ignore you. Disappeared in your life. Decided not to care about about you.

Even though they make promises to be with you no matter what. 

How someone can bring themself to do all these when they know their actions could hurt you inside out.

They know it, they sure do know it.

And i think i got an answer for it now. 

I just hate this ignoring shit. Been through it and seeing my friends undergoing it just hurts me as well.

You can plan for a change in weather and time, but I never planned on you changing your mind.